
“Have you ever been so humiliated that you didn’t want to see anybody or have to go outside your front door? That’s how I felt starting in 1993. The humiliation of having my body photographed and measured by unsympathetic Law enforcement officials pushed me over the edge mentally. I never fully recovered from that incident. That was the beginning of my downfall into heavier narcotics. I had been using drugs prior, but after that I just wanted to deaden the pain and I liked being in total oblivion. I know this may be hard for some of you to understand when you look at my success, money, power and lifestyle, but none of it made me happy because I felt like a hunted criminal. I knew that my actions were constantly being scrutinized by the authorities.
I had created my fantasy land at Neverland and it was tarnished from that point on. The only thing that made it livable was Lisa Marie and after her having Prince, then Paris and little Blanket. After the last trial there is no way I could ever stay at Neverland. I know that many of you are trying to make it a landmark or memorial. It Represents The Worst Part Of My Life And If You Really Understood That You Wouldn’t Want To Do That.
So much is going to be said in the media about my life and Doctor Murray over the next few months and I pray that you can find it in your heart to forgive him. I always said it was all about, “L.O.V.E.” and if you truly believe that No matter what your feelings are you will find a way to forgive this man.
I know that my family thinks that I would still be alive if this man had not come into my life, unfortunately that’s not true. It was only a matter of time before the drug overdose would have happened. I don’t want you to think less of me because of my drug usage; I want you to understand why I did it. My family knew I had a drug problem and tried repeatedly to get me to stop and go into treatment centers. I would go to them for a short time and then I would leave because I just couldn’t live without the drugs. Anyone who’s been addicted to anything will understand what I’m saying. I danced around the fire of drugs for many years and eventually the fire engulfed me.
I feel the anger, hurt, and pain that some of my family feel over my death I pray for them to heal and find peace once more. I know that they’re looking for harsh legal action to help them, but nothing’s going to bring me back to a physical life. Keep praying for their healing and comfort from the Divine.
When it came to business there were not many who were sharper than I was. I knew how to make deals like no one else. The industry tried to manipulate me, but they couldn’t. I was a lot stronger than many would believe. Ask the executives of Sony records and they would tell you this. My business dealings did make a lot of people angry and I certainly made my share of enemies when I was living. To be as successful as I was you don’t always make corporations happy.
I have met many other spirits over here who were like me in life, they wanted to live for peace, brotherhood, and harmony. It seems like many were persecuted in different ways for trying this. It’s not unusual that the FBI closely follows those who are attempting to change the world. I knew I was being scrutinized all the time. That was the reason I chose to leave America. I was looking for a place where I could live without so much pressure. I did find it refreshing to be outside of America for so long, but I still continued my drug usage no matter where I was. There was always a willing doctor to help me.
I felt it was important to convey this message to you at this time because the media is going to be all over the situation about my death and I want you NOT to believe what the media is telling you. Please try to THINK for your selves.
When I first passed into spirit I reveled in the freedom of not being Michael Jackson. The Divine Spirit allowed me time to be free and enjoy meeting others spirits. Now I have been going through different training sessions and I see the enormity of the work that I have to do to help you with your spirituality. My messages may not be as lighthearted as they were months before because now I want to practice teaching all of you to be humane. That’s just one of the many things that I am doing in spirit, but I feel it’s most necessary now.
If you truly believe in my message of everything being all about “L.O.V.E” I want to see you live it, not just talk about it. Stop accusing people of things, being angry, feeling that you are not treated fairly in this world (life is not easy and you need to realize that), and judgmental. No matter what happened to me I continued to live without accusations and judgments. I was a man of sorrow and acquainted with grief. If you could have lived my life you would realize what a monumental task that was. So therefore why can’t you be kind to one another? Is it difficult for you to go out of your way to help someone else? Do you really need to tear someone down for their thoughts, the way they look or their beliefs?
I want you to prove what you are saying and not just use the words. Words Are Empty Air, Actions And Intentions Are Everything.
When I see you doing acts of kindness, no matter how trivial, you make my spirit soar. Can you start smiling at everyone you meet? Can you show kindness to your family members? What about kindness to the person that irritates you the most? Send a blessing to the stranger that passes you and see how much your life changes. I truly understand righteousness in a way that was impossible in physical form. There’s so much I am learning and I want all of you to progress on planet earth, so you are elevated when you reach the spirit world.
Now is the time to take a personal inventory and ask yourself this question: Am I the person I want to be? Am I the person I ought to be? Has anyone ever told you – you ought to be thankful? Well, being told you ought to be thankful rarely causes you to be more thankful. Gratitude happens best when you keep your eyes open to spot real gifts that come your way. When you have lost your way, The Great Spirit will guide you back to your proper path and wisdom.
I still love you and the even if you can’t change I will still love you, because I see your true soul, and I know that someday you will be enlightened and see things differently.
I send you my love,
Michael”







