The gifts you have received from the Great Spirit are very real. You have been given them for a reason. The reason you suffer is so that you can have compassion and empathy for those in need. You are being called to use your special gifts; you now must find a way to put this into action. Trust everything that you are receiving from Spirit. It’s coming to you for a reason. The only obstacle is you do not fully trust that it’s Spirit; you think it’s coming still from you. If you are not connected to a spiritual organization, I recommend you get connected as soon as possible. This can help guide you to where you’re supposed to go. I will keep praying for you. If you have any further questions you can contact me at (866)-563-3997.